Tuesday, August 21, 2012

The Upside of Down

So I've been counting down the days until the album "The Upside of Down" by Chris August came out.  Today was the day!  By 11am I was downloading it from iTunes.  I listened through it once while I was working, then replayed a few favorites.  An hour or so later, I was getting ready to mow the lawn.  I hit play on my iPod and started mowing.  A little over halfway through the yard the title song came on.  I had already heard it twice, so I just continued on without paying it much attention.  Then the acoustic version came on.  Usually, I'm upset when my iPod's shuffle messes up like that, but as it was a new song, I just let it go.  Then I started listening to the lyrics.

"Funny how we figure out where happiness is found,
In the midst of this sadness I’m closer to You now
And that’s the upside of down,"

He's talking about that when you're up, life's going great, you kinda put God to the side.  The downside of up.  But when life takes a sharp turn downwards, you suddenly turn and cling to Him.  The upside of down.

Boom.  Story of my life.  I stopped for a second in the middle of the lawn; thinking.  That was exactly the wake-up call I needed.  

"You are more in my less, 
You are strength in my weakness,
I’ll never go back again,

And then Your sunshine ends the rain,

and I return to my old ways,

Why am I a fair weather friend?"

I went from laughing at the breach of grammatical rules, to doing some serious thinking.

-Autumn Mott

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Life in the middle of no-where...

What does living in the middle of no-where mean to me?

-It means looking around and all you can see are trees,
-Watching the stars with no street lights to spoil the night,
-Waking up to the birds singing at dawn,
-All the vehicles have 4x4 and it's used 75% of the year,
-Knowing that it's officially spring when you hear the peepers calling from the pond,
-The nearest Walmart is 20 minutes away,
-When you walk down the dirt road you know almost everyone who drives past,
-Watching your neighbor's huge bonfire at night, knowing full well they don't have a permit for it,
-Breaking through the snowbank to get onto the road; cause, while the main road is plowed, your road won't be done till second-to-last,
-Walking to the old town library that's only open 2 days a week,
-Sitting down for breakfast and realizing that the milk came from up the road, the eggs from your chickens, the strawberries from another neighbor, and you made the granola yourself.

That's my life - and I love it.


-Autumn Mott

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

The amazing English language...

Lijah: "Autumn, took me upstairs now."
Me: "Lij, it's 'take me upstairs' and you should add 'please' to that sentence."
Lijah: "Why?"
Nana: "Because 'take' is proper English."
Lijah: "Huh?"

Oh joy.  Grammar lessons.  Even I, a wannabe English Major, still have trouble with that.

*Handing a plate to Lijah*
Me: "Lij, you just took this plate."
*Reaching for the plate*
"Now I'm gonna take the plate."
Lijah: "Huh?"

Sigh.  This is gonna be a long day.



Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Letters

So yeah, I took a long break from blogging.  But the truth was, that I needed the time usually spent on either of my blogs to be spent growing my relationship with God.  While I knew He was with me, I still felt distant.  But one day as I was writing a letter in my notebook (yes, I write letters to people that they will never see) I decided to try writing one to God.  To my surprise, I filled the entire page.  Woah.  It felt good to put down in words what was floating around in my heart/brain.  (<--- yeah, I know, they're connected...)  So then I wrote another letter the next day, then a few days after that, and before I knew it, I had a habit formed.  2 months later - yesterday - I sat down and reread them.  It was so cool to see how God had changed my life in those past weeks.  There were letters where whole sentences were written in CAPS, others where teardrop stains wrinkled the page.  But then there were letters of joy and happiness.  In just 2 months my life had been flipped upside down.  But it was for the better.  My relationship with God grew in ways I never thought possible.  I found comfort reading the Psalms and Proverbs.  When I found a verse that I loved, I would write in in my notebook, then ask God how it applied to my life.  Over time I was shown the answers.  

-Autumn Mott

    

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Sisters

I'm a sister. I'm not a twin. But there a times when I could swear Hannah and I are twins.
Example:

**Mom calls; Hannah and I each pick up a phone.**
Mom: Hi! How's it going."
Hannah and I: Good.
Mom: Anything happening?
Us: Not much.
Mom: Well, I'm gonna be home soon.
Us: Cool.
Us: Woah. We're saying the same things!
Hannah: That's weird.
Me: That's kinda weird.
Mom: ".........."

Or the days we walk out of our rooms wearing the same shirt.

Or when we're the only people to raise our hands when a question's asked, then we both say the exact same thing at the same time. 

People think we're weird. 

They're right. 

<3 ya Hannah!


-Autumn Mott


Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Claustrophobia

Being claustrophobic and playing games like Bouncing Ball, is just... well, interesting. I get all panicked and stressed, but yet, I'm hopelessly addicted. Smile!

-Autumn Mott

Monday, January 30, 2012

Ayuh, the Northern New England Accent in a Nutshell.

Found this as I was going through my email:

Ayuh, the Northern New England Accent in a Nutshell.
By Mike Szelog

As a very basic overview of the New England accent (northern New England), you’ll note a few things — we don’t seem to have the letter "r"— it’s usually replaced as though the word was spelled with an "a-h". (This, by the way, happens only at the ends of syllables, not at the beginning).

So it’s "pahk", not  "park".  If the word ends in "r" itself, typically preceded by an "e", "i" or "o" we generally insert a  "y" sound in the case of  "e" and "i" and a  "w" sound in the case of  "o" before that final "ah".

So, it's  "theyah" (not "there"),  "deeyah" ( not "deer") and "doh-wah" (not "door").

The combination "er" at the end of a syllable represents a very unique sound that is very difficult to describe; it's best described as a sound very similar to the German letter "รถ" or the French "eu".

If, however, you listen closely, you’ll notice we put  "r" on the ends of words that end in "a"— now it ain't New Hampshire (say "sheer") or New Hampshire (say "shire"), what it is, is N’Hampshah.

Our capital city is not Concord, but rather Concord (KON-k'd).  The country I live in is Americar — it lies to the north of Cubar. Our southern most state in the continental US is, of course, Floridar. This "ar"  by the way, is pronounced as if written "er".

The "ing" endings on words tend to be dropped in favor of "in," so it's speakin' not speaking.

The intonation, I find, is also rather unique. Some will say it’s as flat as a pancake with the exception of a phrase ending slur (whatever that may be). Though that form is correct, what I tend to hear more of is the distinct sing-song type quality of the intonation. It’s quite possible that this may be a remnant of the so-called Irish lilt and the Scottish burr from earlier times when most New Englanders were from these two countries along with, of course, the English.

It’s generally difficult, unless you’re trained in the field, to tell if someone is from Maine, New Hampshire or Vermont — we all tend to sound alike in the tri-state area. The accent of the Maine coast is very similar to the accent of the deep New Hampshire woods.

Massachusetts, however, has a slightly different variety of the New England accent — I dare say, it’s partially influenced by the typical New York accent. People from Connecticut and Rhode Island, though located in what is geographically New England, do not speak with a New England accent — it’s actually more of a New York accent.

Ayuh and Wicked
I feel I have to address what may be the two most quintessential words in the Northern New England repertoire. They are, of course, "ayuh" and "wicked."

Now, it really irks us when you get these people "from away," like down to New Jersey, who try and imitate these words and their uses.  It just don’t work!!

The word "ayuh" -- though it may seem at first to have a positive connotation -- may in fact be used both positively and negatively. It has extremely subtle undertones which, if you’re not native, you can never hope to master. Only a native New Englander can discern exactly how the speaker intends it by the subtleties of intonation. Something which confuses people from away some wicked.

The other word "wicked" — in addition to its normal meaning of bad/evil (same meaning as in other parts of the English speaking world) in New England has an added attraction. It is essentially an intensifier and may be used, like "ayuh," in a positive or a negative way or even a fairly neutral matter-of-fact way—again, depending on the situation at hand. To complicate matters even more, the word that “wicked” intensifies is frequently omitted!

Here’s an example of the use of "ayuh" and "wicked" (written in a wicked thick/broad New England accent…something like you’d hear in the backwoods of New Hampshire):

"Hey, John! Heard Chestah an' Vern went up to Berlin (that’s BER-lin) this pahst week ta do some huntin', snow and all!"
"Ayuh, said they had a wicked hahd time gettin' up there with the snow, but the huntin' was wicked good. 'Course that blizzahd they had the lahst night theyah was a wicked pissah, ayuh! Guess they couldn't get that Joe-Jeezly cah of Chestah’s stahted the next mornin' thought they’d have to go the bahn and get  that John Deeyah tractah goin' and ride it all the way back to Franconiar!"
“Ayuh, but it was worth the trip—heard they got a moose and a couple a wicked crunchahs."

As you can see, the use of "ayuh" and "wicked" varies here. A "crunchah," by the way, is a wicked big deer.

The spelling above is a bit misleading as it doesn't represent the full flavor of the accent. You have to hear it to fully appreciate it.

Ayuh, so, there we have it, folks—the New England accent in a nutshell.